I was happily married to a nice guy for 5 years, I was being pampered and showered with Love and care. I started to show my true self to him, being demanding, unreasonable, throwing tantrums, giving him silent treatment or doing my sudden “disappearance” show to make him worried. Played with his mind, giving him additional stress on a daily basis.
Finally, he was unable to cope with my games and filed for a divorce. He maintained “NO CONTACT” rule because he sees that Narcissistic traits in me. He left a comment to me that “ I felt cheated into this marriage as you are not the same person I fell in love with” So true it is …. I was wearing the mask of a 2 faced liar … that Miss goodies shoes are NEVER me, it’s just a fake Identity that I used. To expose a Narcissist, spend time with us as we can NEVER keep our mask for 24 hours a day.
Being a co-dependent narcissist, my world fell apart when my supplies left me. I went into hibernation, depression and cut myself off from people around me. This is the time I went crazy and nearly mental because of my self-inflicted pain and suffering as I was in total denial. I went on a spiritual spree to seek a remedy for this emptiness that I was feeling inside, I desperately wanted to heal myself… that’s where I found Sree Maa and Shri Ji in the exhibition. I always remember the first day I met Sree Maa and Shri Ji, it was their warmth and welcoming vibes that attracted me to their booth.
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I first went for tarot readings, aura soma reading sessions with Sree Maa as I wanted to find out more about what went wrong in my marriage due to the need to be in control. I wanted to make changes in my life with the easy way out. As usual, trying to find fault with anything except myself.
All these while, I was abusing Sree Maa, Shri Ji’s kindness and went to the apartment, join Sree Maa, Shri Ji for dinner, get a free consultation, healing sessions on my off days. My twisted mind justifying my act by saying Sree Maa and Shri Ji are being so kind but never once reflected that I was imposing myself on Sree Maa and Shri Ji's personal time and space, taking full advantage of Sree Maa, Shri Ji as I was playing the victim of my failed marriage.
Sree Maa knew that I was in financial difficulty and offered me many of the free NEW clothing, accessories so that I can start to build my self-confidence in order to move on with my life.
