Discussion of different types of Narcissist traits in us

This is a discussion that Rita/Nandini and myself had sometimes ago when we were doing reflection of the type of Narcissist traits that we have in us.

The Great Con-Artist, Liar… #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo

Pleasant looking, approachable and sincere was the fake image that #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo “Sell” to the innocent people around her.

Being a Narcissist myself, I can vouch that I used that as a tool to play my games as well, but I must admit that #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo is a master in these games and I not only enabled her, I was also being recruited as her flying monkey to create distrust among the volunteers in Kosmic Fusion.

When I first knew #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo in 2013, her tactics was to gain my trust because she wanted to be associated with anyone who is close to Sree Maa Shri Ji and I was targeted by her because she saw the weakness in me, that I like to criticise, gossips and being the selfish one who likes to take advantage of kind people around me.

Most of the Narcissists will never be satisfied with being an average person, we need to be in limelight, be that special person so to play the games of this great martyr, to gain supply (sympathy). #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo’s aim was to be the representative of Kosmic Fusion, so that she can make use of Kosmic Fusion’s platform to spread her fang across Australia and Asian countries. From the many conversations that I had with #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo, she was always brainwashing me into supporting her different ideas into commercialise the healing session as she knows money is also one of my weakness

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo came out with plans for promotion package, how to recruit people into joining Kosmic Fusion as a practitioner so that she can start charging them. She also manipulated the content of the actual healing, making it more “attractive” to people, so that people will fall into her trap. It was all about money making for #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo. For example, her marketing package such as buy XX sessions get 1 session FREE.

For instance, she knew that money was most important things to people, she used that as a dangling carrot to make people come to her by giving misleading information, giving empty promises that their financial situation will be improved. Of course #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo made sure that I will eventually take the blame for all her ideas as she was making use of my position as Sree Maa’s intimate assistance and cornered me into support her ideas when all these while I have not said anything.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo is good in putting words into others mouth, she will lead the conversation, then lure her flying monkey into saying or doing what she has planned for, one example I recalled #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo showed me her Holistic Freedom website and asked for my opinion and when I gave some of my feedback, she will “negotiate” and make sure it looks like she “removed” certain content from her website but she cunningly made sure that I was the witness to her other contents. Eventually when doubts arises, she will put my name under the train, saying that she has shown to me but I did not tell her it’s not okay. This is how slyly #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo subtly played her games.

It is blessing in disguise that I am a lazy person who has no discipline, so I never put much thoughts into what #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo has been trying hard to trap me into , such as translating the Kosmic Fusion intellectual properties into chinese language. I would have been her enabler, accomplice and let her spread her territory to the chinese market, create more harm to more people.

Looking back at what #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo has presented herself to others, she was a patience, careful person. She was quick to put herself in good light, there was once out of gossip nature, I asked #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo how long will it take for both her husband and son to travel to and fro central coast. She was fast to praise her husband and son that they are understanding and supportive of her “spiritual” quest, that they did not mind about the long travelling hours . #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo never wanted to admit that she has manipulated their love for her to make those sacrifices, because to her it’s her entitlement. It is sad to see that she even lied to her own family members for her own convenience.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo wanted the best of everything, she wanted to be the devoted wife, mummy to her family as well as the greatest volunteer in Kosmic Fusion, so she lied to everyone. She brainwashed her family into believing that she is very committed to the spiritual work, that she has no time for them and she seized the opportunity to stop working when there was a restructuring happen at work, she opted for the retrenchment fee rather then moving to other department. In her smear campaign, she lied that she was forced to quit her job and that she spent all her money in Kosmic Fusion. It was all a LIE! #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo told me that she has spent near to $15K of the money she gotten from her retrenchment to engage a Taiwanese teacher and learn about social media, website, marketing and dragging Kosmic Fusion’s mission in to justify herself. The truth is that she was learning how to run a MLM (Multi Level Marketing) campaign to recruit people so that she can earn money from it.

If #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo wanted to prove her innocent, I will challenge #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo to show her bank statement of her bank transaction between late 2014 till end of 2015. I trust the bank statement is something that cannot be manipulated. I am appealing to anyone not to take her stories at face value when she has not proven anything concrete, just empty talks.

I knew about it after #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo tried to recruit me as a member for her MLM business which she presented her plan, website to me. I am not the only one whom she approached, she has make use of Kosmic Fusion resources and sell her ideas to the volunteers especially the ones in Australia and New Zealand. I am sure those volunteers who has been approached by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo can vouch this as well.

Narcissists do not have any sense of remorse and regrets, this applies to #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo who did not feel that she has wronged anyone when we have been taught by Sree Maa to be morally responsible, to be honest, act with integrity and be authentic. I can see that all #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo is only after the numbers, these are contacts that will give her potential source of income. #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo would twist information or give vague answers to patronise her clients.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo has been the director, actress for the big script she has written for herself since she left Kosmic Fusion. #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo first played the victim, then created a new fake identity for herself of being abused and this great being who has gone against all odds, fighting the “bad” and the heroine who has displayed her strength and came out as the “winner”

Most people who do not know #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo well, will fall for her sob stories, but after spending sometime with her, most people are able to tell from their personal experience if #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo is a genuine person or a con artist.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo is giving the lies that she is an “Awaken” healer who has more than 10 years of healing experience…. all LIES! I would invite anyone to do some research on the internet, you will find there is actual a healer from the States who wrote the book “AWAKENING JOY”, he even attended Oprah talk show . One would ask … Isn't that a high chance that others will mistaken “#Awakening with Joy” with the author of “AWAKENING JOY” ? Is it a coincidence? NO, NO, NO … this is all plan!…#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo wanted this misunderstand to happen! Narcissists would LOVE to ride on others to ripe the benefit of their hard work, steal the credits of others! It is free publicity for her!

This is what #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo has done, she first used the Dimash music in her YouTube videos, her agenda is to making use of Dimash fan base to surf her YouTube to increase the traffic for her Dimash related videos. As mentioned above, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo knew that Money, Love has always been in almost everyone’s mind, she started crystal healing for Love …This is another avenue of games for supplies.

Narcissists will not know how to STOP when there are ready supplies for us… Narcissists will eventually become the greatest con artist, murders, psychopath, abusers to the society…

I would like to appeal to anyone who has been approached  by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo, please use your discernment and decide if she is a genuine person.

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

Narcissists - doing spiritual bypassing which eventually lead us to become the biggest fraud ... #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo

Narcissists  - doing spiritual bypassing which eventually lead us to become the biggest fraud

Spiritual bypassing has been a common act from narrcissists. As we think that we are the greatest and most perfect being that everyone needs help except ourselves

"A spiritual bypass or spiritual bypassing is a "tendency to use spiritual ideas and practices to sidestep or avoid facing unresolved emotional issues, psychological wounds, and unfinished developmental tasks".[1] The term was introduced in the early 1980s by John Welwood, a Buddhist teacher and psychotherapist.[1][2][3] Spiritual bypass can be addressed with various forms of psychotherapy, including focusing and motivational interviewing.[2][4] " (An extract from WIKIPEDIA)

Looking back at what my mindset used to be, I was in this delusion that I am this special being, “believing” that I am this great being who has sacrificed myself to “support” others,  was brainwashing myself as being kind, empathic, supportive, understanding … the list goes on. Strangely .. I do not accept that I have any negative traits in me as I lied to myself that I have “work hard” in “healing” my self.

This is clearly seen when I was having association with #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo. In the many conversations that we had, it was always about how people around her not being effective, not cooperative and that they need to look within themselves so that they will not hinder “others” progression, indirectly she was telling me that the other volunteers were a hindrance for her ambitions and grand plan to spread her name across Australia and the Chinese region.

In the 2017 reunion, #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo was seen the ONLY one not doing the questionnaire that she demanded the other volunteers to do, she was acting like a boss, monitoring especially myself and Rita to ensure that we do our share of the questionnaire, scan through our papers to check if we cut corners or answers she deem as not “good enough” in her eyes.

I have never seen #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo putting any effort to even look at the questionnaire, she was busy directing others, using the reunion platform to “attack” Clarito and the rest of the Sydney volunteers. #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo’s tactic was to purposely direct the attention to the other Sydney volunteers of their short comings so that her acts will not come to light. #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo was making use of the position as greatest volunteer, the fake identity that she has created for herself to manipulate the other volunteers to do they dirty job for her.

This can be seen as a concrete evidence, especially after #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo left Kosmic Fusion, not only she has created a new fake identity of being a victim, she also justify her own acts by running a smear campaign to discredit all the Love, Grace and support showered upon her by Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Let’s be honest with ourselves, when the truth hit hard on us about who we truly are, the first reaction is in denial, then retaliate … that’s what been seen by #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo

#Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo was making use of this wave, being this “heroine” and now she became this “healer” who wanted to “help” people who can benefit from her experience.

Breakdown of #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo strategy

1. Discredit others so to create doubts and confusion - #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo runs a smear campaign, to discredit Kosmic Fusion, Sree Maa and Shri Ji so that when the TRUTH come to light, nobody will believe it, because she has appealed to the public as a victim, this is to get her own name out in this smear campaign to ride on Kosmic Fusion to build her publicity

2. Media Platform - #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo then started to use the media platform such as Facebook, Instagram, Youtube to promote her script. As well as using it as her marketing tool.

3. Created a fake profile - Self proclaimed, certified “healer” to trap innocent people as her supply.  #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo never provide any official certification for her claims, because she knew that the ready supply will be in so much pain that they will overlooked this fact.

4. Scam to sell products - If we further do research on her community as a member, #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo started to trap innocent people who trusted her to start her scam. Her objective is always about money making. If anyone who join her website will know that she has promote a “package”, #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo was aiming for the lump some of money that will come into her bank account but never wanted to be morally responsible and be answerable for what she can truly delivered.

5. Use word salad - Eventually when the innocent people, who joined her community will be told very superficial advise like “ look within to get an answer”, “ be still and quiet” … if it is all about looking within to connect to the truth, why would anyone need #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo in the first place? Why would anyone needed #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo to facilitate the crystal healing session when the crystal itself is has been emitting the healing energies to people who connect with them

"A word salad is a "confused or unintelligible mixture of seemingly random words and phrases",[1] most often used to describe a symptom of a neurological or mental disorder. The words may or may not be grammatically correct, but are semantically confused to the point that the listener cannot extract any meaning from them. The term is often used in psychiatry as well as in theoretical linguistics to describe a type of grammatical acceptability judgment by native speakers, and in computer programming to describe textual randomization."  (Extract from WIKIPEDIA)

From the above analysis, I can see that #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo is making use of the “middleman” position to squeeze the profit out of the genuine ones who needed guidance and help … #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo is never out to help anyone. It is so ridiculous that #Awakening with Joy / #Joy Kuo even wanted to steal credit of the crystals who cannot fend for themselves for being abused by this so call “healer”

I would like to appeal to anyone who has been approached  by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo, please use your discernment and decide if she is a genuine person.

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

How Narcissist can be the greatest Illusionist, Fraud, Con-Artist

One of the common traits of a Narcissist is Grandiosity, in this grandiosity Narcissists seek for attention, demand "respect", self proclaim being this great achiever / victim of some events.

To a Narcissist, even a negative attention is attention. What we need are eyes on us so that we can be the centre of attention, to be in limelight to orchestrate our games, when there are no participants, we will loose interest and seek for another outlet which will fulfill the needs to be this "great" being. In this process, Narcissist hunt for the ready victims (enabler/empathy) to be the supply.

Below shows a systematic plan Narcissists do to get into the new fake identity ...

Step 1) Building up the Fake Identity - self deluded image of being this great being/ victim of self written sob stories

Step 2) Grooming, recruit Flying Monkeys - by playing kind, appear approachable to gain trust (collect information)

Step 3) Start  Character Assassination - filling the victims' ears with lies, gossips to prepare the flying monkeys to do projection, triangulation, set target on whom narcissists are wary and suspect will exposed them in near future

Step 4) Discredit whom the Narcissist deem as threat - Start playing the games of victimhood to gain sympathy, claiming that s/he is the biggest victim of what happened, giving one-sided manipulated stories to show how s/he fights the "bad" and come out strong

Step 5) Build a new Fake Identity - Being this great person who has overcome obstacles and overnight become a expert of some field, without any proper certification/ official document as proof.

New round of fake identities, lies and deception begins .... new set of innocent victims will fall for their sob stories and become their supply ....

Now, let's look #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo as a case study, what has she display so far that fit into the below actions in the next blog.

Building up the Fake Identity
Grooming, recruit Flying Monkeys
Character Assassination
Discredit whom the Narcissist deem as threat 
Build a new Fake Identity

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

The crazy world

Narcissists are literally the “criminals” who walked away “crime free” as the damage that they have caused to their victims will never be accountable for … There are no measuring scales to determine the emotional & mental damage the narcissists have done to their targeted victims and in this current world there is no medicine to this illness of ours, that’ why most answer to narcissism is NO CONTACT RULE

Now looking back at what I have done, I was never grateful but spiteful towards Sree Maa and Shri Ji for being my guiding light to come out from my murk. I knew that there is something dark inside me that needed to be looked at and seek Sree Maa and Shri Ji’s help.

Sadly when Sree Maa and Shri Ji trusted that I wanted to make the change and give me encouragement and guidance, I backed out and betrayed Sree Maa and Shri Ji.

Just like how Dallia and Joy Kuo betrayed the Love and trust showered upon them by Sree Maa and Shri Ji, they choose to run a smear campaign against Sree Maa and Shri Ji as their Egos are hurt, all they desire is to seek revenge, retaliate and punish those who go against their wishes and to those whom they deem responsible for peeling off their fake masks. Dallia and Joy Kuo make all efforts to ensure that their evil plans succeed in creating damages to Sree Maa, Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion, when they make the media platforms as their tool to run a smear campaign.

Sree Maa and Shri Ji are the ONLY victims of our games, we were using flying monkeys, gas lighting each other and innocent pulsars, exploiting Sree Maa and Shri Ji’s kindness. Unfortunately both Dallia and Joy Kuo did not STOP and choose to behave in a despicable and shameless manner, they kept copies of Kosmic Fusion intellectual properties and claim as theirs (their agenda is to bring it to other places to start anew overseas) and exploit the teachings received from Sree Maa for their personal gain…

Both Dallia and Joy Kuo has fabricated stories to make themselves look like victims, slandering and tarnishing Sree Maa and Shri Ji’s good name for their evil games of revenge. It was a one-sided story as they never shared and be honest about what they have done to me and others …. which is so wrong! Now I shall share my side of the stories of my ordeal, how terrible I was treated by them, how they degraded me and break my self-esteem and self-confidence to the extent I have a phobia for public speech, how they use projection, triangulation to get what they wanted, how they played with my mind … and the story continues….

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Below are the common traits of Narcissist which I can relate to as I have some shades of them in me,

• Grandiosity

• Power and Control

• False sense of entitlement

• Jealous and Envious

• Lack of Empathy

• Exploitative

• Superiority Complex, arrogance

• Needed excessive of Admiration

• Fixated on fantasies of power, success, etc 

The above traits which I will discuss further in the next few blogs about what narcissistic traits Dallia and Joy Kuo had displayed towards Sree Maa and Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and volunteers of Kosmic Fusion.

Ashram House Project

In the spiritual journey for many, I believe that at one point in time there will be thoughts of wanting to go on a spiritual retreat, to be away from the material world and give the soul a break to start looking within so that healing can happen.

In Japan, there is “Henro”, a walking route that takes in 88 temples on Japan’s southern island, a journey that leads toward self-discovery and personal growth, there are also seekers who go for a spiritual Zen meditation experience to seek to enter a state of selflessness by shutting out worldly desires. 

Henro Route
Image by nippon.com

Image by japan-magazine.jnto.go.jp

In Korea, Thailand visitors stay in the monastery to experience the lifestyle of a monk and In India, there are Ashram for spiritual seekers to visit their Gurus and receive discourses as a group.

The Ashram concept is no alien to anyone, it has only been explained and terms in a different way but the basic concept is the same, for the soul to have a break from this material world and seek soul relief during this period of time.

In 2016, some volunteers were inspired by the great love, devotion that Sree Maa has displayed during the Taupo retreat. Like-minded volunteers wanted to do something so that more spiritual seekers can benefit from this communion between Sree Maa and Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj.

So Rita and I volunteered to take the lead to start this project of an Ashram House so that we can learn and experience what an Ashram would be like if we want to build one in future. The idea is to have Sree Maa and Shri Ji invited into the Ashram house so that the “setting” is more real and Sree Maa, Shri Ji can share some guidance on how to run an Ashram.

We started the project in March 2016 when we found a house that was suitable to run the Ashram house project. We cordially invited Sree Maa and Shri Ji to the Ashram house which Sree Maa and Shri Ji graciously accepted.

Sree Maa and Shri Ji has sacrificed personal time and space for us to come together and learn something in order for the Ashram project to be realized, the volunteers’ dream is to bring this Ashram project forward, build a place and space which is safe for anyone to come and seek shelter for spiritual upliftment through meditation, listening to discourses or reading scriptures. 

Sree Maa and Shri Ji have graciously given us the tool, that is Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, the platform which is the Ashram house to run. There is a Chinese saying, 师父领进门，修行在个人, you can lead a horse to the water but you can't make him drink, I am ashamed to say that few of us came with the wrong intention and were mucking around, I have contributed to the destruction of this sacred Ashram house project because when I saw how Dallia and Joy Kuo were displaying destructive acts and started to bully the volunteers in both subtle and outright manner, I sat on the fence and never red flag any of them as I chose self-protection over being a team player.

I have let Sree Maa and Shri Ji down by acting small, playing games with the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion, being a flying monkey of Dallia, Joy Kuo and wasting precious time of Sree Maa and Shri Ji for being a bystander because of self-preservation and not practising what is being taught by Sree Maa and Shri Ji ... Honesty, Integrity and Authenticity

ALL KNOWING - See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Talk No Evil

Have you ever wonder how humans are created in the first place?  Or appreciating this amazing body that we have or wonder how such complex systems within this small physical body of ours operates on its own, how the veins are the plan in such delicate manner that it did not cross each other's path???... Questions that were raised by Sree Maa to make us reflect... After pondering ... I believe there is something greater out there which this peanut brain of mine will never comprehend… There must be someone out there who is all knowing …. the all-knowing, omnipresence, omnipotent …

Beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji 

Now looking back, Sree Maa has always been the ALL Knowing. In the FiT (Facilitator- in- training) program, I recalled Sree Maa shared a photo of “See no Evil, Hear no Evil, Speak no Evil” to all of us. I was unable to see the hiint that Sree Maa was giving to me ... TO STOP these acts before I regret, which I choose to bypass.

In Sree Maa’s teachings, multiple times of readings are required in order to grasp the many different levels of teachings that Sree Maa shares … Forewarning always has been given to all of us, including the ones who have the potential to choose the wrong path, just like what Dallia and Joy Kuo had taken ...

 QUOTE from Sree Maa:
‘Hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil!’ What you did not learn as children were ‘Think no evil!’

On the hindsight, the message given was on 2 levels …

To the VICTIMS - Practice Discernment 

1. DO NOT to be blinded by what the perpetrators have presented to them
2. DO NOT listen with face value without finding the truth or have an overview of what was being told
3. DO NOT fall into the trap of the perpetrators and spread information that has not been verified

Another red flag raised by Sree Maa
To Victims - Do not be recruited as Flying Monkeys
To Narcissists - Do not use innocent people as our Flying Monkeys 

To the PERPETRATORS - STOP before it's too late

1. DO NOT try to pull wool over the victims’ eyes
2. DO NOT try to fill the victims’ ears with toxic lies and rumours
3. DO NOT try to slander and run a smear campaign

In the teachings of Sree Maa, it is always about the righteous way of living, practise discernment and does not harm anyone due to personal agenda and while all these are being taught … Sree Maa and Shri Ji have put themselves on the table and being the sacrificial lambs so that we can learn something valuable.

Reminder to us by Sree Maa 

First encounter ....

Being in my delusion world, my made believed reality. I was in my game of search for spiritual liberation and that I am ready for the Absolute TRUTH… On the hindsight, I see that I am lying to myself and beloved Sree Maa and Shri Ji.

I made use of Sree Maa to get me a job in New Zealand with my sob stories, Sree Maa being kind as always recommended me to Rita, who is also a volunteer of Kosmic Fusion, instead of working for Rita and respecting Rita like a boss, I started to fight with her. I have breached the trust given by Sree Maa Shri Ji by behaving in an ungrateful manner.

Having traits of a co-dependent narcissist, I was triggered by Rita and all my narcissist traits flow out like a fountain, I could not suppress myself in front of her, my mask fell apart, I was in competition with her, wanting to put her down as I cannot stand to see her better than me, I was unable to stand Rita’s façade as I was able to see through her games because I was doing the same as well. My narcissism came back full power… my evil, mean nasty self was at its peak.

Dallia, who was the master of manipulator, a full blown malignant narcissist, saw the crack and took the opportunity to create wedges between Rita and myself, she poisoned me with negative comments about Rita, such as pointing out to me that Rita has trust issues with her when she was working in her shop (also with recommendation by Sree Maa), that Rita was wearing revealing clothes to get guys attention … all these while to hide the fact that she wanted to get even with both me and Rita.

Why would anyone want to do that? Being a Malignant narcissist, she cannot see anyone having something that she cannot have due to excessive jealousy and envy. Dallia needed to punish Rita for owning a business, house, car, wearing expensive clothes and carrying branded bags when she has to struggle to live within her means. Dallia needed to punish me for taking the job/position that she was eyeing in Rita's shop for so long, which she sees as her entitlement 

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This is just the beginning of me being played by the narcissists around me…. the hint which is given by Sree Maa Shri Ji that I choose to bypass ..... QUOTE:  “ when you are playing others, others are playing you”

Learn ... Un-Learn ... Re-Learn

In my journey of self-discovery... I am given the platform to Learn, Un-Learn and Re-Learn about my self, Self, SELF ...My beloved Guru/Mentor Sree Maa and Shri Ji are always there to give support, encouragement in every little step I take so that I have the strength to work on myself... I am so grateful and thankful to my Guru/Mentor Sree Maa and Shri Ji for the unconditional LOVE and Grace for embracing me for who I am.

Sree Maa has always maintained full transparency to the public that Sree Maa's teaching is about the Absolute TRUTH ... which is very difficult for general public to digest as the antidote is to summon our courage to get ugly with our EGO self and the seekers who are lost and have been searching for an answer to freed themselves from their own melodramas, will be shared with the Absolute TRUTH ... no sugar coating. 

Not everyone wants to accept the ABSOLUTE TRUTH

This is the USP of Sree Maa's teachings which I love the most.

Since day 1, I have always been shared about the importance of Honesty, Integrity and Authenticity in Sree Maa's teachings, NEVER once I had been misled into anything I am not ready.

I am sick and tired of my old self and for ONCE, wanted to make change for the betterment of my soul. Life cannot be just about “EAT...SLEEP and DEATH” …. there must be something more … as I continue my journey of searching ...most answers I have gotten from other spiritual groups were unable to give a satisfactory answer to "What's beyond death" … the answers were so vague and I became more lost as I was feeling more confused ... until I found Sree Maa and Shri Ji. I am able to resonate with what Sree Maa is teaching, deep down I was screaming to myself "This is the one! Never let it go!" since then I became a volunteer for Kosmic Fusion. I can NEVER say that I do not know what I have signed up for because this is what I am looking for ... the Absolute TRUTH!

This is the what happens to the world right now ...

Life changing moment

I was happily married to a nice guy for 5 years, I was being pampered and showered with Love and care. I started to show my true self to him, being demanding, unreasonable, throwing tantrums, giving him silent treatment or doing my sudden “disappearance” show to make him worried. Played with his mind, giving him additional stress on a daily basis.

Finally, he was unable to cope with my games and filed for a divorce. He maintained “NO CONTACT” rule because he sees that Narcissistic traits in me. He left a comment to me that “ I felt cheated into this marriage as you are not the same person I fell in love with” So true it is …. I was wearing the mask of a 2 faced liar … that Miss goodies shoes are NEVER me, it’s just a fake Identity that I used. To expose a Narcissist, spend time with us as we can NEVER keep our mask for 24 hours a day.

NO Contact Rule

Being a co-dependent narcissist, my world fell apart when my supplies left me. I went into hibernation, depression and cut myself off from people around me. This is the time I went crazy and nearly mental because of my self-inflicted pain and suffering as I was in total denial. I went on a spiritual spree to seek a remedy for this emptiness that I was feeling inside, I desperately wanted to heal myself… that’s where I found Sree Maa and Shri Ji in the exhibition. I always remember the first day I met  Sree Maa and Shri Ji, it was their warmth and welcoming vibes that attracted me to their booth.

I first went for tarot readings, aura soma reading sessions with Sree Maa as I wanted to find out more about what went wrong in my marriage due to the need to be in control. I wanted to make changes in my life with the easy way out. As usual, trying to find fault with anything except myself.

All these while, I was abusing  Sree Maa, Shri Ji’s kindness and went to the apartment,  join Sree Maa, Shri Ji for dinner, get a free consultation, healing sessions on my off days. My twisted mind justifying my act by saying  Sree Maa and Shri Ji are being so kind but never once reflected that I was imposing myself on Sree Maa and Shri Ji's personal time and space, taking full advantage of Sree Maa, Shri Ji as I was playing the victim of my failed marriage.

Sree Maa knew that I was in financial difficulty and offered me many of the free NEW clothing, accessories so that I can start to build my self-confidence in order to move on with my life.