Narcissists in the Ashram House - Jeeya & Rita (Part 1)

In 2016 March, the Ashram project finally has the chance to realize after Sree Maa and Shri Ji has graciously agreed to accept the invitation.

With the Grace and Compassion of Sree Maa and Shri Ji we started the Ashram House project. The objective is for us to run a trial, test run and prepare ourselves for future Ashram. In the Ashram House, we were given an opportunity to learn, with guidance of Sree Maa, what a real Ashram is like because we have never stay in one before.

Vision of Ashram House

Is to have a place for learning and rejuvenate our soul. In the Ashram house there will be rooms for visitors to read holy scriptures, meditation rooms, temple where the Mandir will sit and a hall to listen to discourses of Sree Maa. There will be a room where visitors will sit and reflect on their weakness and negative sides and another room where healing will happen.

Such a Noble Vision of the |Ashram House and been misused by people like me to make the Ashram House into a war-zone for Narcissists' games of manipulation, lies, vengeance.

Sadly all these sacrifices that Sree Maa and Shri Ji made was disrespectfully disregards first by me and Rita, followed by me inviting Dallia/Iphigenie into the Ashram House and #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo who came to steal Kosmic Fusion intellectual properties.

Jeeya and Rita

When we first moved into the Ashram House, both Rita and myself were playing games, I had in mind to use Sree Maa to control and curb Rita, as in my colored lenses Rtia was trying her way to wiggle out of the Ashram House duties that supposedly we both had agreed to share and I was venting my frustration about her with my complains and sob stories to Sree Maa. 

Instead of working together to come out with a routine how an Ashram House should operates, how an inventory should be like, how to effective work together as a team, I was trying to get every opportunity to bring Rita down. It was chaotic in the Ashram House. Never once I ever showed my gratitude by offering a proper meal for Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Both Rita and myself were waiting to be served by Sree Maa, because I did not want to learn anything at all in the first place.

I was making use of the Ashram project and Sree Maa to control Rita as we were constantly having cat fight, the sacred space of the Ashram House was polluted with our negative energies I did not take on this Ashram House project seriously, i was lying to the other innocent volunteers who support this Ashram House project how hard life was, when the truth was I was out working in the morning and came back in the evening waiting for Sree Maa to cook dinner for me. 

I never make any real effort in running the Ashram House, it was all for show, for the fake identity of mine.

Ashram House is a good place for people like me who has no discipline at all, as I reflect it's the environment that plays a part in the change in people like me. Is it with the constant guidance of Sree Maa that I am able to look deeper into myself , get to know myself instead of be in denial, so that I can have a chance to heal.

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Encounter with 2 ex-Kosmic Fusion Volunteers - Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias (part 1)

My first encounter with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias happened in 2013. She was projecting herself being a elegant,sensitive individual who was searching for the truth. Constantly showing how “warm & welcoming” she was to general public. Again another strong Narcissist in disguise which only be revealed if you spend enough time with them.

I was welcoming with words like “Darling, dear …” when we first met, I was being reserved as one of Narcissistic trait is that we do not trust easily. I was using a “wait & see” attitude when liaising with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias. As I also have the “yellow skin” inferiority complex in me, in my mind I have already put Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias  above me.

In our 2013 workshop, I vividly remember one incident where Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias was sharing about what she was doing during our tea break, she introduced herself as a belly dance teacher, a Buddhist of 25 years who used to be the top dog and travel around to do house visiting.. Now that I look back, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias  was showing signs of her grandiosity and how special she was. 

This was especially obvious when during one of the introductory night, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias was showing off to me how special she was because she was able to “pick-up” and saw the reptilian tail in one of the participant’s boyfriend, which I later found out that was her friend, whom she wanted to keep as a secret because this friend of hers knew about who she really is.

In 2015, I got to spend more time with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias due to my needs to get free rides and gossips. Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias took that opportunity to play games with me. In a very well planned manner, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias started her gas lighting with me, constantly making me feel confused by tell me things like “no, I didn’t say that”, “no, are you sure?”, “wait … what did you just say?” slowly breaking my confidence and create confusion to my mind. I even have to take a break her so that I can get my sanity back. I am totally responsible for enabling her by falling into her trap and eventually became her flying monkey to plant her into the Ashram House project.

The mind games that Narcissist played is so subtle that it is so difficult for anyone to point out what exactly is wrong, for those who are reflective and kind will take the responsibility in their life and start looking within and this may be one of the biggest mistake made as the Narcissists being an opportunist will use this platform to mess up their victims' mind and break their spirits.

Encounter with 2 ex-Kosmic Fusion Volunteers - Awakening with Joy/ Joy Kuo (part 2)

 The controller ( Mass characters assassination)

Narcissist always wanted to win and be in control, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo already started to set her eyes on Kosmic Fusion in the 2013 for her ambition to create an empire of her own.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo first gained my trust and started to constantly filing my ears about what was happening in Sydney. #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo first do character assassination of Jwala whom she sees as a threat because #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was very jealous of Jwala’s beauty and intellect.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo would tell me tales as well as gave projects about how aggressive Jwala was towards her, how Jwala was the trouble maker who disrupt the group’s dynamic and put the blame on Jwala because her intention was to get rid of Jwala.

Nobody was spared by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo , she painted a picture of Mala for not contributing to the Kosmic Fusion work and make a big deal of how Mala was not computer savvy and used that as an excuse to get Mala out of Sydney. On the other hand,  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo will prompt Mala to consider moving to UK, still "acting" like a concern fellow volunteer.

Yet #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was constantly complaining about Mala disrespecting her and questioned her ideas to me and Clarito was also being bad mouth for his courage to standby his beliefs or ideas and being labelled as a difficult person to work with.

USE and DISCARD after the victims no longer have any value to her.

Clarito who has been personally picked by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo as her “soul mate” was given the privilege to be her “business partner” and “personal assistant” to run her errands and be her support. 

I once witnessed how Clarito was being bossed around by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo to slave for her, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo  was demanding Clarito to be on standby so that she can have “access” to Clarito at all times, this Obsession and excessive control that #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was displaying over Clarito was not pickup by Clarito, as Clarito has been groomed by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo for 5 years into believing that she was doing this all for Kosmic Fusion. 

I still remember witnessing a couple of times when Clarito was not doing to her bidding, she started gave emotional blackmail, bringing Sree Maa and Shri Ji’s name into it, played with Clarito’s emotion by saying that he did not care for Sree Maa and Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion. This is the tactics to create guilt in Clarito so to corner Clarito to bend to her unreasonable demands. She did not even ALLOW Clarito to rest after a long day work but to drive long distance just to meet her.

It was too late for Clarito to know what was happening to him and eventually became #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo's tool to do all the dirty work for her, such as giving opinions on her behalf while she gets to keep her “compassionate, understanding” fake image.

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

Encounter with 2 ex-Kosmic Fusion Volunteers - Awakening with Joy/ Joy Kuo (part 1)

The fake image (Masks)

I first knew #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo in the Sydney Expo back in 2013. First impression of #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was that her physical look is petite and seems to be a gentle and timid lady. No one is would be wary of someone who look so approachable and this is the trap that Narcissist has advantage over most their victims.

Blaming is always one way to shift responsibility for Narcissists

Being a narcissist myself, I took the advantage of Sree Maa to get the free lodging from #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo who has offered her place for me during my 3 days in Sydney, so that she can get into Sree Maa’s good book,as we know by now there is always an agenda behind all actions of Narcissist and that’s where we got to know each other.

Narcissists invested their time on their victims

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo already targeted me as her flying monkey because she sees me as someone close to Sree Maa and Shri Ji, she wanted to be that special person as well to fulfill her needs for grandiosity. #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo systematically execute her plan and start her grooming process.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo shared with me her background of where she started her spiritual journey (Buddhism) to portrait/sell her fake image to me, so that I will put my defence mechanism down and started to trust her because I will not see her as a threat but a genuine seeker.

Over the years, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo befriended me, gifted me with gifts, using many excuses such as we are both Chinese speakers to make me feel special so that I will eventually becomes her weapon one day. #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo also make sure she gaslight me into believing that she had language problems and that she faced challenges when working with the Sydney volunteers, but she was cleverly omitting the truth of what she has done to the group dynamics such as creating wedges, forming groups, making allies, etc.

A common tactics used by Narcissists

Because I was playing my own games of superiority complex and grandiosity, I became a ready prey for #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo. She saw my weakness and used me as her flying monkey to convey her situation to Sree Maa, as well as ensuring that I became the strong supporter of her lies that she was being “bullied” by the Sydney volunteers, that she was being treated like an outcast due to language barriers and discrimination. On the hindsight, she does not have any issues in expressing her thoughts when she wanted shift blames on others or share the sob stories. The truth is that she actually has a degree in English language.

Narcissists operate as the Wolf in the cloak ... BeWare!!!

From this you are able to see on so many levels how narcissist operates, we plan, recruit, execute and in the process damages had been done such as character assassination, disrupt the group's dynamic, create doubts and distrust, innocent & genuine people were misused, manipulated and poisoned with the lies. 

The above is just one of the narration of what has happened. Narcissist can NEVER say that we do not know what we are doing as these has been all carefully planned and articulated.

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

My feedback to the Paid article

The truth will eventually set us free because lies can never withstand the test of time… In the society today, there are many situations where we lie just to get away with things in our life. May it be with colleagues, friends and family members … eventually, this “habit” becomes a reality and become part of us… Just like the many lies that Dallia and Irene have given in the paid articles, there was only 1% of the truth, the rest was being manipulated. Selective information was given to put themselves in good light… this is the time that truth is being buried in lies and more lies

Dallia and Joy Kuo suddenly have "Amnesia" when the need to speak the truth is required

A common phrase from Narcissists

A picture tells a thousand words of Dallia and Joy Kuo's action

Below is my feedback on the article sent which sadly the journalists ignored 😔

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

Smear Campaign

During my journalling of my experiences, the 2 narcissists have made their move to start their smear campaign with paid articles to seek revenge for their masks being peeled off… they have indeed lived up to their names and has again proven how much of a Narcissist they are … it is sad to see that they never fail to ensure that their seeking of vengeance is being executed just to satisfy their inner needs to play victims, to gain sympathy so that they can trap more innocent people to be their supplies…. I guess the word STOP will not be found in their dictionary 

This quote speaks for Dallia and Joy Kuo

Narcissists see people as Objects

Sree Maa and Shri Ji are the ONLY victims of our evil acts

I have been a hypocrite for most of my life, I never know how to be real and genuine. It is Sree Maa and Shri Ji who has shown me not to be afraid to be real human... this is the very same lessons being shared with Dallia and Joy Kuo as well but they chose to indulge in the Lies vs facing the Truth ... Lies will eventually be exposed...

Instead of working on the weaknesses, Dallia and Joy Kuo chose to be the ungrateful ones, backbiting the one and only Sree Maa, Shri Ji who show Kindness and Love to them...

I would like to share some of the most ridiculous questions raised by the journalists of the paid articles, this is to share some light on how Dallia and Joy Kuo manipulated the media platform to suit their evil agendas

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

The crazy world

Narcissists are literally the “criminals” who walked away “crime free” as the damage that they have caused to their victims will never be accountable for … There are no measuring scales to determine the emotional & mental damage the narcissists have done to their targeted victims and in this current world there is no medicine to this illness of ours, that’ why most answer to narcissism is NO CONTACT RULE

Now looking back at what I have done, I was never grateful but spiteful towards Sree Maa and Shri Ji for being my guiding light to come out from my murk. I knew that there is something dark inside me that needed to be looked at and seek Sree Maa and Shri Ji’s help.

Sadly when Sree Maa and Shri Ji trusted that I wanted to make the change and give me encouragement and guidance, I backed out and betrayed Sree Maa and Shri Ji.

Just like how Dallia and Joy Kuo betrayed the Love and trust showered upon them by Sree Maa and Shri Ji, they choose to run a smear campaign against Sree Maa and Shri Ji as their Egos are hurt, all they desire is to seek revenge, retaliate and punish those who go against their wishes and to those whom they deem responsible for peeling off their fake masks. Dallia and Joy Kuo make all efforts to ensure that their evil plans succeed in creating damages to Sree Maa, Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion, when they make the media platforms as their tool to run a smear campaign.

Sree Maa and Shri Ji are the ONLY victims of our games, we were using flying monkeys, gas lighting each other and innocent pulsars, exploiting Sree Maa and Shri Ji’s kindness. Unfortunately both Dallia and Joy Kuo did not STOP and choose to behave in a despicable and shameless manner, they kept copies of Kosmic Fusion intellectual properties and claim as theirs (their agenda is to bring it to other places to start anew overseas) and exploit the teachings received from Sree Maa for their personal gain…

Both Dallia and Joy Kuo has fabricated stories to make themselves look like victims, slandering and tarnishing Sree Maa and Shri Ji’s good name for their evil games of revenge. It was a one-sided story as they never shared and be honest about what they have done to me and others …. which is so wrong! Now I shall share my side of the stories of my ordeal, how terrible I was treated by them, how they degraded me and break my self-esteem and self-confidence to the extent I have a phobia for public speech, how they use projection, triangulation to get what they wanted, how they played with my mind … and the story continues….

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Below are the common traits of Narcissist which I can relate to as I have some shades of them in me,

• Grandiosity

• Power and Control

• False sense of entitlement

• Jealous and Envious

• Lack of Empathy

• Exploitative

• Superiority Complex, arrogance

• Needed excessive of Admiration

• Fixated on fantasies of power, success, etc 

The above traits which I will discuss further in the next few blogs about what narcissistic traits Dallia and Joy Kuo had displayed towards Sree Maa and Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and volunteers of Kosmic Fusion.